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Wake-up calls
3:52 PM
Wake-up calls

I had a wake-up call just the other night.

I lay in bed unable to sleep, unable to cry with frustration on how I let things slide, how my behaviour changed. I foresaw the same mistakes that I made coming back to haunt me. I couldn't believe how irresponsible I was. Till reality hit me in the face.

Do I keep needing my mistakes to happen again before I'll remember and learn from the past?

I was talking to someone and he said, "If you got to where you are today without your heart in it and by just skating by, imagine how far you could have gone if you put the effort in."

That was another wake-up call that I brushed aside. Stupid of me, really.

Written on Thursday, May 28, 2009; 3:52 PM


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