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Alliterative silence in black and white
7:08 AM
Alliterative silence in black and white

At the end of the day I realise that I'm just an unhappy girl who doesn't know where she's going nor what she wants. And I'm too old to be little anymore and to have my sadness taken away completely by people who love me because I know I have to stand on my own but I don't know how to do it when the reason I do it for seems to have faded away to nothingness. I have issues to deal with. I have myself to deal with. I need to learn and I need to discover something very very swiftly or I will float in a grey limbo. Compartmentalising everything to be sorted out later comes with a price, a pair of aching shoulders.

I wished I wasn't so far away from home.

Written on Sunday, October 26, 2008; 7:08 AM


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