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Will you ever read this?
11:46 PM
Will you ever read this?

My favourite summer night was the one where we were watching a late night show, comfortably ensconced in old friendships and laughter from the natural-awkward humour and atmosphere. In the dark I wanted to smile and lean into you so that your solid presence could flow over me like a balm both healing and rejuvenating. It reminded me of the other time where it was so similar yet different because the current history than was not what it is now.

I ask nor deserve nothing more than what you have given freely. To take and not give is not the way it should be. If I am to lean on you, I would want you to lean on me and accept what I can give. Nothing more, nothing less.

On that summer night I was tempted, my intuition sensing that you wouldn't withold me this.

But I smiled and told myself, "Knowing this is enough."

Written on Sunday, December 14, 2008; 11:46 PM


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