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but for
6:25 PM
but for

you have no idea how much i wish you didn't happen
the only thing i am thankful for is that i am wiser now
i expect less, and try to give more
at the same time, i am happy and yet sad that i am no longer so naive
reality has its ups and downs
the but for test
but for you, i would have been a lot smarter
but, but for you, who's to say the above
it's not always about you, or i
it should be about us, theoretically speaking.

and to you, i don't know if you happened or not
selfish you and i both were
consequences may or may not have been severe
sometimes i think about you
i wish that the events didn't occur
so that you and i might have remained as we were
you were my last link to it.

at this age, i look back on memories
i wish it was all sweetness and light
but it is not to be so
the bittersweet memories, the growing maturity
illuminating the reality of life.

Written on Friday, April 22, 2011; 6:25 PM


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