Autumnal crevices
So, term's being hectic so far. Things have regressed to what they used to be. For both situations. I don't know if it's a new regression though, and I hope not. Perspective does fucking change. I want to say let's cut the shit, no more pussyfooting or double-talk. Let's be the way we used to be. Is that too much to ask?
I'm going to Prague this Reading Week.
Dreamt a fairytale on Sunday, October 25, 2009; 6:51 PM
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7 hours
Tonight I want to be the ice-cream girl in a brown jacket on the swing in the park.
Dreamt a fairytale on Wednesday, September 23, 2009; 8:44 AM
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Autumn
Goodbye Malaysia, hello UK.
Say farewell to summer kids, cause school's about to start. :(
Summer was just beautiful, but still a dream nonetheless. Awakening comes when you receive a snarky-sounding email saying that you cannot change modules to Financial Services Regulation or Medicine & Law and you are stuck taking Basic Introduction to Islamic Law. Oh heavens, help me!!! Not that I have anything against Islamic law.
Sometimes I wonder why my parents pay so much for 27 or less weeks of study with such inflexible study structures and administrators always have to sound like they have a pen stuck up their unmentionables. Give a student a break, won't ya?
From a gentle bud which bloomed to its glorious maturity in a brief moment and withered soon.
And so I said goodbye and left behind a part of me.
Dreamt a fairytale on Friday, September 18, 2009; 9:34 AM
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Vampires
Things happen when you least expect them to.
Crazy heart-stopping adrenaline pounding shadow dancing.
From sky-high icy mountains swooping down to warm valleys.
To flitting between lines that invisibly guard grey fields.
Whirlwinds, thunderstorms, lightning and warm rain.
I just want to revel in the last few moments of time. Will that be too much to hope for?
Dreamt a fairytale on Monday, September 14, 2009; 2:37 AM
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Junkie
Its an addiction I cannot shake. Cravings, adrenaline, the rush to the head. I thought I gave it up but all it took was one moment.
And I was lost, again.
I cannot stop myself from sliding into mysteries that I know are hauntingly terrifying with a dark beauty that I cannot fathom. All I can do is watch with pleasurable despair. And pray that somehow, someone somewhere will catch me.
Dreamt a fairytale on Friday, September 11, 2009; 6:33 PM
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When we are truly fortunate
Love comes to us in its purest form when we are loved for ourselves without questions or judgements.
Dreamt a fairytale on Thursday, September 10, 2009; 7:49 AM
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Piano recitals
Thank you for not leaving me at the subway station, Charlie.
Dreamt a fairytale on Thursday, September 03, 2009; 11:38 PM
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