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Fight or flight
11:20 PM
Fight or flight

Was embarassingly late again for law class. Couldn't sleep cause my table was right in the open under her eagle eyes. Not even I would dare to catch a nap under that watchful gaze. Than its the mamak for breakfast with the usual motley crew and we head for the ever mind-boggling C4 Maths class. Oh, the horrors of integration! Run around from WH to the main block for 1 measly hour of Stats while some people skip it to have a long and leisurely brunch. *shakes head*. I wish I could be as nonchalant as that, but I suppose the kiasu-ism in me rises up and smites the lil devil on my shoulder who whispers, "Skip the damn class!" in my ear.

Than before I know it, I'm back home and about to dig into instant noodles when an unexpected IM pops up and asks me to go yumcha. I tell them, "Lunch and its a done deal." And they agree swiftly. Which stops me from starvation or eating instant noodles once more. =p

We go round Aman Suria several times before settling on Centrepoint. Uh-oh. Not McD's again! I'm avoiding McD's today or it will be the 3rd time in 4 days which is more than my tastebuds can handle. I end up having my Chicken Cordon Bleu and they have their banana choc at Secret Recipe. Its so nice to catch up and chitchat over lunch like this. Silly little things that keeps us crapping and laughing. And I think our high school Physics is wasted when it comes to the ketchup bottle. Hehe. Tsk tsk tsk...

How wrong is wrong? And how right is right? I know its supposed to be right and it seems right from a glance. But somehow, something somewhere doesn't quite fit. The numbers just don't tally. What is the missing piece? I'm still trying to grasp hold of that magical ingredient. Sometimes the more I chase it, the more it reveals itself. And at other times, it simply dances out of sight, eluding me and laughing mockingly from a corner. Why won't you stand still and let me see what you really are? If you're truly and solidly there, or merely an insubstantial figment of my over-active imaginations?

If you don't know whether you'll make it through or go down guns a-blazing, will you choose to turn and flee or stand and fight?

Written on Thursday, April 12, 2007; 11:20 PM


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