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PMS
5:12 PM
PMS

Malaysian Night is over and life seems strangely empty. Its the expected onslaught of the PMS. Post MalaysianNight Syndrome. =P While MNight did suck up a fair bit of my time, I'll admit I could have done more if I had better time management methods and a stronger will. But for now its like, Wow, I can finally eat a meal at home without having to run off for practices. Even my body knows the difference. Having existed on averagely 5 hours sleep a day for a week, I came back last night at 3am-ish and slept till 12 and had instant noodles for lunch and took another nap. And right now after a shower I want to crawl back into bed and sleep more. And my tummy is demanding tons of food to compensate for the past 2 weeks where I eat one proper meal a day out of a takeaway box or where I just don't eat the whole day and exist on emergency chocolate and biscuits after midnight.

I have traces of mascara and eyeliner, and my skin is so dry that it took me ages to slather moisturiser all over it. And uggh, I can feel the skin of my knuckles cracking up again. Oh and I discovered this huge cylindrical-shaped bruise on the back of my thigh like I got whacked with a rotan really badly and I have no idea where the heck it came from. I don't remember falling down or getting injured in practices (muscle aches don't count right?) and I wasn't trashed at the club last night to forget banging into something that painful to cause such a bruise. And I have fingernail marks on my hand that came from digging my own nails in when I had such a bad tummy cramp 2 days before Mnight and I couldn't stand up, whatmore practice dance. And 4 very red scratch dot-marks above my right knee that I didn't know were there till I was putting on tights. And a fading bruise on my left shin that I suspect came from dikir practice. Looks like I need way more work on this 'taking more care while doing activities' thingy since my daddy isn't here to take care of my injuries and I find it near impossible to rub my own bruises.

Okay before you all think that Mnight was all work and no play, I state out loud and clear that I had a lot of fun during practices even if I had to sacrifice sleep, eating and studying time for it. Note my listing of priorities. =P I don't have any pictures cuz I didn't bring my camera but I'm sure there will be some floating around somewhere so when I discover them I shall post it up. I'm slightly dreading the dikir barat video because I knew I made mistakes and some were pretty obvious ones which should not have been made. Sigh. And I know my lovely housemates can't wait to show me the videos they took of me doing the Indian and Chinese dance.

I feel like sleeping/eating but I shall be good and start writing out a to-do list now that Mnight is over and Reading Week is here.

Written on Sunday, February 08, 2009; 5:12 PM


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