Tonight I want to be the ice-cream girl in a brown jacket on the swing in the park.
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Goodbye Malaysia, hello UK.

Say farewell to summer kids, cause school's about to start. :(

Summer was just beautiful, but still a dream nonetheless. Awakening comes when you receive a snarky-sounding email saying that you cannot change modules to Financial Services Regulation or Medicine & Law and you are stuck taking Basic Introduction to Islamic Law. Oh heavens, help me!!! Not that I have anything against Islamic law.

Sometimes I wonder why my parents pay so much for 27 or less weeks of study with such inflexible study structures and administrators always have to sound like they have a pen stuck up their unmentionables. Give a student a break, won't ya?

From a gentle bud which bloomed to its glorious maturity in a brief moment and withered soon.

And so I said goodbye and left behind a part of me.
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Things happen when you least expect them to.

Crazy heart-stopping adrenaline pounding shadow dancing.
From sky-high icy mountains swooping down to warm valleys.
To flitting between lines that invisibly guard grey fields.
Whirlwinds, thunderstorms, lightning and warm rain.

I just want to revel in the last few moments of time. Will that be too much to hope for?
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Its an addiction I cannot shake. Cravings, adrenaline, the rush to the head. I thought I gave it up but all it took was one moment.

And I was lost, again.

I cannot stop myself from sliding into mysteries that I know are hauntingly terrifying with a dark beauty that I cannot fathom. All I can do is watch with pleasurable despair. And pray that somehow, someone somewhere will catch me.
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Love comes to us in its purest form when we are loved for ourselves without questions or judgements.
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Thank you for not leaving me at the subway station, Charlie.
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