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Junkie
6:33 PM
Junkie

Its an addiction I cannot shake. Cravings, adrenaline, the rush to the head. I thought I gave it up but all it took was one moment.

And I was lost, again.

I cannot stop myself from sliding into mysteries that I know are hauntingly terrifying with a dark beauty that I cannot fathom. All I can do is watch with pleasurable despair. And pray that somehow, someone somewhere will catch me.

Written on Friday, September 11, 2009; 6:33 PM

Flip My Past:
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  • Piano recitals
  • Smiley Jacksons
  • Because there was a time for everything
  • Veiled half-truths
  • My favourite airport
  • Compare and contrast
  • In the heat of summer sunshine
  • Exam mugging leads to loads of destress-bugging
  • Wake-up calls

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