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Royally ignoramus
10:12 AM
Royally ignoramus

I feel like such an ignoramus. *smacks head*

William, here's your cue to laugh like a hysterical hyena at me. And for those of you in the know, go ahead, here's a good laugh at my expense. Enjoy and savour it, for the next one won't come so quickly, I hope. Hehe.

But I do feel a little conned. *pouts and glares*
Wouldn't you?
They shouldn't be soooo misleading.

But, I should be grateful, yes?

Okay, okay, I shall try to stop complaining like an ingrate and be thankful for what I got. But, to think of that chance wasted....

Sigh.

Anyway, today was the dreaded law mock. And it turned out to be all past year questions that he has discussed before. And I think I kinda screwed up royally.

Alamak..
Hopeless betul. *shakes head in disbelief*

Today was also the last law class. =(
Practically the whole of today's tutorial was devoted to telling us what we need to get on ahead in life other than academic qualifications and other not academic-related stuff which was interesting, informative and personal, at some point.

But at one point, I was getting a little bored and unfocused.

What to do, today's the 1st law class in weeks that is free from Nescafe. And I've heard similar versions of this stuff before.

Anyway, my lecturer, Mr. Dhanesh is a really good and experienced lecturer. Although I always complain so much about his classes, I really did enjoy them. Well, certain parts la. =)

This is a not-so-gentle reminder that the year is almost drawing to a close. 11 months of A-Levels. About 7 more months to go. And than its over. Out into the university world. No more being cocooned here, protected carefully with safety nets to catch us.

The future unnerves me a little.
I can't quite see for sure into the future.

As for that fact, no one can. We could all be dead in the next 5 minutes and all that plans we had for the future disintegrate into ashes, completely meaningless. One part of me doesn't want to leave this silk cocoon, another part of me wants to go out there and explore the world and see what it has to offer me. One part of me wants to remain here in familiar bittersweet memories and surroundings, one part of me wants to walk on and shut the door on those and turn my face towards new experiences, may it be happy, bitter, joyful or sad. At the very least, they will be new.

Aren't you a little unnerved of the future too?
Or are you supremely confident in what you believe in, that it will carry you through?

I don't know the answer to that.
Do you?



Written on Friday, December 01, 2006; 10:12 AM


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